shayarisms4lovers June18 231 - Will I be ever able to say? – Naina Aggarwal

Will I be ever able to say? – Naina Aggarwal

I remember the day when i joined my new school in class 11. It was 24 april my first day.then i on second day of my school i joined a coaching.when i entered in coaching i saw a boy standing in front of me .he entered the same class which i was going to,i also entered and sat on third seat ,he was sitting on first seat so i was not able to see his face. I felt attracted towards  him before this i have never felt such type of things. I was like a tomboy in my old school and mistly boys were afraid of him.i didnt saw his face,didnt knew his name but felt something magical.when i went to school next day i saw that he was in my class and was absent for first two days. I recognised him without seeing his face. In coaching i got to know that he is shubham. I was not able to understand what was happening to me. I use to spot him everywhere.  My eyes used to search him everywhere.

We were nice frnds. Months passed and on 11 November we went on picnic to water park.both of us were together most of the time.even we played for a long time together with water in bus shubham sat in front of me.aftwr that time some beautiful incidents occurred and we gave some nicknames to tease each other. He use to call me kawaali and ahir and i used to call him pandit.some of my frnds were guessing names of boys suitable for me suddenly pandit (shubham)came and we passed a smile to each other.this was noticed by our frnds and they started to tease both of us by each others name. After months of teasing i realise that yes i love him❤. Then we went in class 12 but the teasing sctions went on and we used to blush on each others name.

His frnds use to call me bhabhi sometimes and ask what have i packed in his tiffin😁😁😁. I knew that i love him but i never accepted that i do. I use to deny before everyone.one if his frnds used to say to me that i dont like pandit but i love pandit.. i just got angry on him . It is very hard to hide feelings and especially from frnds. My frnds says that he always …

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shayarisms4lovers June18 261 - Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part V – Rohan urf Sikander

Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part V – Rohan urf Sikander

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Usko gaye aaj 8 din ho gaye hain aur main apne ghar mein apna sar thaame uski tehreer padh raha hoon. Jo kabhi hamesha mere hi notes copy karti thi, usne pehli baar khud kuchh likh kar mujhe bheja hai. Bhejne ki tareekh uski maut se 2 din pehle ki thi.

“Shaadi ke baad tum aise gaye ke bas gayab hi ho gaye. 2 saal ho gaye hain aur tumhara kuchh pata nahi. Kya ho gaya? Naraz ho mujhse kya? Phone number badal liya aur mujhe bataya tak nahi? Ghar badal liya aur mujhe khabar bhi nahi ki? Ab phone bhi nahi karte? Tumhara ye address bhi badi mushkil se dhoondh paayi hoon ?. sach kahun toh main jaanti hi nahi ke ye sahi bhi hai ya nahi ?

Ek baat thi mere dil mein kaafi arse se so socha ke aaj keh doon. Ek lambe arse tak intezaar karti rahi ke shayad tum kahoge par aisa hua nahi. Shayad maine hamari dosti ka kuchh aur hi matlab nikala aur tumse ek anjaan si ummeed laga bethi thi aur aakhir tak vo ummeed qayam rahi.

Mere paas ab waqt zyada nahi hai aur main nahi jaanti ke main ab tumhein jaane se pehle dekh bhi paoongi ya nahi. So aaj khud hi apne dil ki baat kahe ja rahi hoon. Actually toh mujhe kabhi samajh hi nahi aaya ke tumse kaise kahun aur aaj bhi nahi jaanti ke kaun se shabd likhun isliye college time ki apni diary ke kuchh papers phaad kar post kar rahi hoon. Ummeed hai ke shayad tum padhkar samajh jao ke main kya kehna chah rahi hoon.

Aur ek jhooth bhi bola tha maine tumse. Kahin jaane ke liye main hamesha tumhein isliye bulati thi ke main tumhein saath le jana chahti thi. Tum aane se mana karte the toh jhoonth bol deti thi ke papa jaane nahi de rahe aur tum aakar saath chalne ka bahana karo taaki to permission de den.

Waqt rehte tumhein ye mil gaya aur tum aa sake toh theek varna alvida mere dost. Apna khyaal rakhna. Hamesha Khush Raho.

You were my only and my best friend.”

Maine diary ke kuchh pages jo usne bheje the padhne shuru kiye.

“Samajh nahi pa rahi hoon ke kaise main use apne dil ki baat bataoon. Kabhi kabhi uski taraf dekhti hoon toh lagta hai ke vo bhi mujhe chahta hai par …

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shayarisms4lovers mar18 151 - Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part III- Rohan urf Sikander

Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part III- Rohan urf Sikander

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“Do you really have to go? I mean you could a job here too”

Vo poori koshish kar rahi thi ke apni aawaz mein jhalak rahe bhaaripan ko, apne aankhon mein jhalak rahi nami ko chhupa sake par kaamyab nahi ho pa rahi thi.

“Its just for a few years you know and it will be a boost for my career to start my work life working abroad with a company like that. Down the line i can come back and get a good package to work here” Maine jawab diya.

“Or you might just like it there and not come back at all “

Aur uske is jumle ne jaise hazaron baatein keh di, uska sabse bada darr numaya kar diya.

” Hey !? Maine uska haath pakadte hue kaha ?We will always stay in touch and when i finally move back here, we will still be friends, Best friends”

Usne muskurane ki koshish ki par saaf zahir tha ke vo sirf mera dil rakhne ke liye thi. Pata nahi main aisa kyun kar raha hoon, kyun is job ke bahane usse door jaane ki koshish kar raha hoon. Kya sach main apne career ke liye ye kadam utha raha hoon ya sirf isliye ja raha hoon ke usse kuchh din ke liye door ho sakun. Apne us har jazbaat se door ho sakun jo uske naam se shuru hokar uske naam par khatam ho jaate hain.

Kya main isliye door ja raha hoon ke mujhe ek achhi zindagi mil sake ya main ye koshish kar raha hoon ke apne zindagi ko ek alag nazariye se dekh sakun. Ek aisa nazariya jahan meri nazar sirf ek usi ki tasveer na ho. Main aaj tak usse apne dil ki baat nahi keh saka hoon. Kai baar koshish ki hai par har baar zubaan ladkhada jaati hai.

Ek ehsaas jo kabhi dil ko sukoon deta tha ab takleef dene laga hai. Main bahut arse se uske ishq mein deewana hoon aur aaj tak usse is baare mein ek alfaaz kehna toh door, kabhi isharon isharon mein bhi nahi jata saka.

Dil mein hazaron baatein hai, hazaron ehsaas hain jo ab andar hi andar se mujhe todne lage hain. Dam sa ghutne laga hai mera. Lagta hai main ek aisi machine hoon jise ek ek purza kharab ho chuka hai. Mere khyaal, meri soch kabhi usse door hoti hi nahi. Kabhi ek …

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shayarisms4lovers mar18 47 - Love – Senty Rathor

Love – Senty Rathor

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Hi…
Gysss… Mera naam senty rathor h or ab me B.sc secend Year me u Hu. Bo din mujhe bahut yaad aate h..Jab me 10th tha… Or meri mulakat us se huyi..Bo jo jiska andaz sabse alag tha kuchh alag sbse juda… Bese me kafi sidha sadha ladka tha. Or study k alava kahi dimag nhi lagata tha But jab mene palak ko dekha tab mera stuty bala dimag ab uska aashiq ho gya..
Bo bahut hi khubsurt thi. Un dino  shubah to ho jati thi. But meri shubah to school me use dekhne k bad hi hoti thi Me uske liye pagal sa ho gya Me kuchh badal sa gya tha.. Mere ghr bale or mere dost mujh se kehte tu badal gya h yrr Mene palak k bare me kisi ko kuchh nhi btaya tha Me use har kimat pr pana chahta tha Sara din sirf school me use dekha krta tha..
Bo meri our dekh or pta kya sochti Ab me usse bat krna chahta tha Pr mujhe mauka nhi mil rha tha kyuki hmare school me girls or boys ki class alag alag lgti h. Akhir kr bo din aa hi gya.
Ek roj jab bo ghr se aayi to uski ek ungli me halka sa kat lga huaa tha or Patti bandhi huyi thi mene jab dekha to mujhe bahut bura lga or Tabbi mene bhi apni bahi ungli kat li or Sir dekha to bahut data or docter k pas bhej diya but Sir ye na samjh ske ki ungli kyu kati ab mere or palak k ek hi usi bali ungli me patti dekh kr mere dost mujh pr shak krne lge or punch ne lge. But mene nhi btaya. Jab palak ye dekha to usne khud hi mujhe apne pas bulaya or puchha ki apki ungli me kya ho gya..
Mene turnt usi andaz me puchh liya ki pehle ap btao apki ungli me kya ho gya. Or kaha khana banate time ghr kat gyi thi.or apki usne puchha .me ne kaha ki me ne khud kat li.
Bo kuchh smjh na Saki or meri or dekh ti rhi.
Or me apne class me chala gya Shayd bahi se meri love Story shuru ho gyi.uske Bad bo mujhe ghoor ghoor kr dekh ne lgi Bese palak mere hi shehr ki h Or uska ser name sharma h or mera Rathor Mujhe Jab …

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