shayarisms4lovers June18 242 - Bo ladki nahi thi meri zindegi thi – Samaresh

Bo ladki nahi thi meri zindegi thi – Samaresh

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Hai friends myself samaresh from temple city , bhubaneswar . Friends main iss site ka ek continues reader hun , ab main apni love story tumhari sath share karne ko ja raha hun . Friends yeh baat do saal pehele ki hai main jab 10th class main padh raha tha tab main meri school aur tusion main ek schoolar student tha . Hamari tusion main ek ladki thi jisika naam dipa tha aur bo 8th class main padh rahi thi bo bahat cute aur beautiful thi . Ham log unke ghar per tusion hote the ham log ka tusion raat ko 8 baje suru hota tha . Ham dono ek tusion main padh rehe the likin ek dusre k saath jyada baat nahi karte the , kisi kaaran se hamari teacher ne uske paas bethne ko kaha . Pehele mujhe uncomfortable mehesus ho raha tha.

Lekin kuch dino ke baad hamara friendship suru ho gaya . ham dona hamari tusion main bahat accha friends ho gaye the main tusion us ke saath mere life ki sab kuch secreat share kar ta tha aur bo vi ham dono ka friendship itna dur ja chuka tha jhan pe ek paal main uske paas juda ho jaun to mujhe accha nahi lagta tha tabhi main ajib sa mehesus kiya sayad bo hi pyaar tha lekin main nahi kaha kyun ki agar bo accept nahi kiya to mere dill tut ne k saath saath ham dono k bicch jo deep relationship tha bo vi tut jayegi bass isi liye maine nahi kaha thavi mera 10th ka exam suru ho gaya aur uske baad mera tusion jana vi band ho gaya tha . Aur main usko dekhne ko pagal ho gaya tha bass use dekh ne k liya main uske ghar ke paas ek dokan hai main yahan pe rehe kar usko dekh raha tha . Uske baad mere ek friend ne iss baat jani aur bo mujhe force kiya ki ja usko i love you kehe de main uske baat per han bhar diya kar ta tha lekin sahas nahi hua tha.

Iss ke bicch mera mera admission bhubaneswar main ho chuki thi . Main jisi din bhubaneswar ana tha uski yesterday night ko ek leter usko diya mere friend ki jariye se likin mere friend na kishi difficulty ke karan 3 din baad usok bohi letter diya . Lekin bo letter padh kar …

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shayarisms4lovers June18 63 - Chinappa – Sourabh Tanwar

Chinappa – Sourabh Tanwar

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Dosto…!!
mai apni khaani itni aasani say kisi ko nhi btata pr ab meri life me koi aisa bcha nhi hai jiske saath mai apni ye story share kr sku…
mai ab apni life me kisi ko apne itne krib nhi smamajhta ki vo meri baato ko samajh ske, isliye mai apni ye khaani sb ko sunana chata hu kyonki mujhay lgta hai ki is duniya me koi to aisa hoga ki jo meri is kahani ko samajh ske..
aisa koi jo mujhay samajh ske..

ye baat tb shuru hui jb mai ninth class me tha tb mai average ldka tha mujhay nhi lgta tha ki koi ldki mujhay bhaav  degi pr meri koshish jaari rhti thi, kya pta koi ldki mujhay pasand kr lay pr aisa hua nhi. fir mai tenth class me aa gya us time hmare school me boys or girls ko alag kr  dia mtlb boys ka section or girls ka section alag kr dia gya ta ki bacche pyar vyar k chakkar me na pd jaae..
lakin meri image school me bhoot aachi thi or mujhay sb teachers bhot shareef samajhte the or mere saath 6 boys ko select kr k girls k section me daal dia or aisa hone say mere mn me or zada umeed jaag uthi kisi ldki ko paane ki pr aisa nhi hua

meri class me bhot si ldkiyan thi pr mera dil aik ldki pe atak gya  or us time meri age bhi itni nhi thi ki mai samajh paata ki ye sb pyar hai..
pr us ldki say mere bhot jhagde hone lge meri or uski bilkul bhi bnti nhi thi mai us ldki say daily kissi na kissi baat pe jhagda krta tha or or jhagde bhi to hote the bhot ajeeb ajeeb chijo k liye ki class me is bench pe konn bethega or bs hm dono ko aik dusre say bina vjha pange lene ki aadt si ho gyi thi..
mai ab tenth k mid semester tk phoch gya tah or hm dono k jhagde puri class me famous hone lge.

hmare school me week ends pr skills learning ki special; classes lgti thi or jo teachers un classes ko run krne k liye aate the unhe bhi samajh aa gya tha ki hm dono bs jhagdne k liye hi bne hai..
or bs hm dono me hmesha jhagde chlte rehte the kbhi kisi baat …

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shayarisms4lovers mar18 31 - Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part IV- Rohan urf Sikander

Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part IV- Rohan urf Sikander

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Aakhri baar use dekha tha to voh laal rang mein thi. Bahut khoobsurat lag rahi thi.
Aaj use dekh raha hoon toh vo safed rang mein, bahut khoobsurat lag rahi hai.

Aakhri baar use dekha tha toh vo mehfil mein thi, bahut khoobsurat lag rahi thi.
Aaj use dekh raha hoon toh vo ab bhi logon se ghiri hui hai, bahut khoobsurat lag rahi hai.

Aakhri baar use dekha tha to vo ghar se vidai le rahi thi, bahut khoobsurat lag rahi thi.
Aaj use dekh raha hoon toh vo phir vidaai le rahi hai, bahut khoobsurat lag rahi hai.

Aakhri baar use dekha tha to log use ghere aansoo baha rahe the, aur vo bahut khoobsurat lag rahi thi.
Aaj bhi log use ghere zaar zaar ro rahe hain, aur vo ek baar phir bahut khoobsurat lag rahi hai.

Par nahi, kuchh farq bhi toh hai.

Jab isse pehle use dekha tha toh vo gehno se ladi hui thi, sar se paon tak sone ki gudiya lag rahi thi. Aur aaj toh use bepanah husn ki shaan badhane ko kuchh bhi nahi. Pehle har chehre chehre par raunak thi, mehfil thi aur aaj toh sirf matam hai, veerani hai. Log tab bhi the, log aaj bhi hain par in sabke beech vo aaj hote hue bhi nahi hai.

Tab jiske gale mein phool the, aaj uski tasveer par phool hain.

Dar-e-yaar par badi dhoom hai,
vahi aashiqon ka hujoom hai,
Abhi neend aayi hai husn ko,
koi shor karke jaga na de.

Par aisa lagta hai ke maut sirf itna hi kar saki ke jism se rooh ko nikal le gayi. Isse zyada shayad maut ke bas mein bhi nahi tha. Vo aaj safed chadar mein lipti jin logon ke beech hai, unmein se har kisi ke chehre par gham hai par jiske liye zamana ghamzada hai vo khud kitni pur-sukoon hai. Vahi raunak jisne zindagi bhar saath diya vo aaj aakhri lamho mein bhi chehre ka saath chhod na saki.

Aur un sab logon ke beech betha main abhaga ye tay hi nahi kar pa raha hoon ke meri duniya aur kitni baar lutegi. Kabhi laal rang mein toh kabhi safed rang mein waqt aur kitni baar mere saath mazak karega. Main jiska haath thaam kar sapne sajana chahta tha, aak vo khud ek khwab bankar maut ka haath thaame jaane kahan chali gayi.

Main khada sochta hi …

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shayarisms4lovers June18 242 - Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part I- Rohan urf Sikander

Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part I- Rohan urf Sikander

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Nadi kinare dhuan uthat,
Main jaoon kachhu hoye,
Jiske karan main jala,
Kahin vahi na jalti hoye,

Lakdi jali bhal koyla,
Koyla jala bhal raakh,
Main premi aisa jala,
Koyla bhaya na raakh.

Phir vahi nazar, vahi badi badi bhoori aankhen aur phir vahi mujhe dekh kar shokhi ke saath palkon ka jhapkana.

“Oye sun na, bore ho rahi hoon yaar”

Aur phir vahi ada ke saath ubaasi lene ka natak karte hue mere kandhe par uska sar ka tikana.

“Class mein suna karo ke kya bol rahe hain, filhal mere notes copy karke kaam chala rahi ho, aage zindagi mein kya karogi?? ” Hamesha ki tarah mera shikayat karna.

“Tum hoge na vahan bhi mera saath dene ko, my best friend” Hamesha ki tarah muskurate hue uska vahi purana jawab.

Best friend. Is label se mujhe nafrat bhi thi aur ye haqeeat bhi thi ke is label ke bina jeena mera muhaal tha.

Mere Humnafas, Mere Humnawa,
Mujhe Dost Ban Ke Daga Na De
Main Hoon sadma-e-Ishq Se Jaan-Valab,
Mujhe Zindagi Ki Dua Na De.

Use shayad khabar bhi nahi ke mere dil mein kya hai. Ke kaise main use dekh dekh jeeta hoon aur kaise mera use dekh dekh hi dam nikalta hai. Uske liye toh main uska sabse achha dost hoon jo uske har achhe bure mein uske saath hota hai. Jab vo hasti hai uske saath hasta hai aur jab vo roti hai toh uske chehre se ashq ponchhne ko sabse pehla jiska haath hota hai. Aey kaash ke use khabar ho ke ye silsila mehez saath hasne aur saath rone se kahin aage nikal chuka hai.

Kaash use khabar ho ke vo hasti hai toh kis tarah mere dil ki dhadkan tez ho jaati hai aur vo ghamzada hoti toh kaise mera dil bethne lagta hai. Aey kaash ke use khabar ho ke kaise main baar baar uski nazar bacha kar uska deedar karta hoon, uske chehre ko apni nazar se chhuta hoon aur ye sochta hoon ke uske bina kabhi jeena pada toh kya karunga. Kaise guzarunga ye din aur kaise kaatunga apni raat.

Sochta hoon ke kaisi hogi zindagi jo yun hi kabhi vo bhi meri mohabbat ka iqraar kar le.

“Yaar vo kal wala assignment banaya?”

“Haan” Maine jawab diya

Usne usi masoomiyat ke saath apni aankhen gol gol ghumate hue meri taraf dekha aur maine bina kuchh kahe, bina kuhh sune …

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shayarisms4lovers mar18 26 - Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part II- Rohan urf Sikander

Naa jaane kyun phir m💖habbat karne laga Part II- Rohan urf Sikander

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“Yaar please saath chal na. Main ghar par kya keh kar jaoon ke 3 din ke liye kahan ja rahi hoon?”

“Apni doston ke saath, aur kahan”

“Mere dad kabhi nahi maanenge is baat ke liye ke akeli ladkiyan shehar se bahar ghoomne ko ja rahi hain. Tu keh de ke saath chal raha hai”

Phir ek baar uske liye jhooth aur har baar ki tarah is baar bhi khushi se. Aur vo bhi shayad ye baat jaanti hai ke vo kuchh kahe aur main mana kar doon aisa shayad hi kabhi ho.

“Haq hai mera tumhare uper”

Aisa vo kehti hai aur aisa main samajhta hoon, manta hoon. Aur chahta hoon ke ye haq bana rahe, isi tarah, hamesha ki tarah, zindagi bhar. Aur koshish karta hoon ke use bata sakun ke main yun hi uske naaz uthana chahta hoon. Jahan vo kadam rakhti hai us zameen ko chommna chahta hoon. Ke uski kadam-bosi karna chahta hoon aur apna dil uske kadamon mein rakhte hue use ye ikhtiyaar dena chahta hoon ke vo chahe toh apna le, vo chahe toh thukra de.

Mujhe Chhod De Mere Haal Par,
Tera Kya Bharosa Hai Chaaragar
Yeh Teri Nawazish-e-Mukhtasar,
Mera Dard Aur Badha Na De.

“Yaar tu na hota na, seriously bahut akeli hoti main”

Par main use kaise samjhaoon ke meri kash-makash kya hai. Ke kaise main jab uske saath hota hoon toh mehfil mein bhi hota hoon aur tanhai bhi saath nahi chhodti. Ke kaise uske hone se duniya rangeen ho jaati hai aur lagta hai ke har taraf mehfil hai. Par is khyaal se ke vo meri mohabbat se bekhabar hai, kis qadar udaasi mere dil mein ghar kar leti hai. Kis tarah se bheed ke beech uska haath thaame bhi khud ko akela pata hoon main.

Kaise kahoon, kaise samjhaoon ke main usse zyada hona chahta hoon. Ke main usse mohabbat karta hoon. Par kambakht alfaaz hain ke na jaane kyun zubaan tak aakar hi ruk jaate hain. Ehsaas hain ke na jaane kyun dil mein dhadkan ban kar hi dhadakte reh jaate hain. Khwahish hai ke na jaane kyun aankhon se toh numaya hoti hai par lafzon ka roop lekar kabhi zubaan ki sidhiyan nahi utarti.

 

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shayarisms4lovers June18 233 - Mera koi nahi yaha tere siva – Sameer

Mera koi nahi yaha tere siva – Sameer

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Mera naam samir hai jamshedpur se hu 3th march hum log jubilee park me the dosto ke saath hum log 3th march mana rahe the jo har sal march ke 3 taarikh ko manaya jata hai har colour me water hota hai jo fawware marte hai high tak main bheed me ghus kar dekh raha tha jiski wajah se main bheed me daba ja raha dhakka dhukki chal rahi thi jiski wajah se sab ek dusre se takra rahe the main bhi bheed me fasa hua tha to main bheed se nikalne ke liye sab thel thal ke nikal raha tha galti se ek collage girl ko thel diya woh jakar keechad me gir gayi aur hum log race laga diye road ki aur jakar auto me baith kar ghar gaye

Raste me hum log khub mazak udate udate ja rahe the us ladki ka doosre din collage gaye hum log collage me bhi usi ladki ki baat yaad karke hansi mazak kar rahe the tiffin ka time hua sab ground me cricket khel rahe the woh ladki dikhi jiska kal maine gira diya tha woh samne aai aur boli to tum log bhi isi collage me ho aur woh principle ke paas gayi aur boldi hum sab use sorry bole aur us din ke baad usse kuch bhi mazak nahi udate tiffin ke time roz main use dekhta rehta tha class me chup ke use is baat ki khabar thi par woh jaan ke ignore kar deti

Ek din usse raha nahi gaya aur boli ki tum roj roj mujhe kyun dekhte ho koi baat hai seedhe kyun nahi bolte bolo tum kyun dekhte ho jawab do main kuch nahi bola woh boli tumhe tumhari maa ki kasam bolo bolne se pehle mere aankho me aansu aagaye aur dheeme awaz me bola meri maa hi nahi hai aur woh rote hue boli i like u samir main bhee bola i love u naina i love u to samir.…

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