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Love vs friendship

Hiii friends. Mera naam hai karan aur me mumbai ka rehnewala hu. Mumbai me mein dadar east me rehta hu. Friends yeh story me teen ehem log hai. Is story ke akhir me app hi bataiye ki iska hero kon tha aur willian kon tha. friends me apko feb 2009 me lekar jata hu. Me worrior taekwondo academy ka no. 1 ka worrior tha. Takreeban 8 mahine tak me no. 1 position me tha. Feb ka mahina tha. Jab starting of year carrer start hota hai. Hamari academy ek camp conduct karti hai aur iss camp me se kuch naye worriors chun ke unhe academy ka hissa banaya jata hai. so friends feb 2009 ka waqt tha. Har saal worriors ko 4 group me batate the. Toh us waqt hamare academy me 83 worriors the. Har ek group ko worriors me se ek teacher diya jata hai. Yeh teachers academy ke top 4 worriors hote hai. Toh jaheer hai ki me unmese ek group ka teacher ban gaya tha. So us waqt mujhe 83 me se 21 student diye gaye. Usme se ek student har saal new rising worrior hota hai jisne state level tak fight ki ho. Aur mere team me kishor woh new rising worrior tha. Kishor se meri dosti bachpan me hi hui thi. Woh mera durr ka ristedaar bhi hai. me apne sab team se introducing kar raha tha ki tab meri nazar ek ladki par pad gayi. Hiii kya khubsurat chehra tha. Soooo cute. Maine usase uska naam pucha usne bataya sweta patil. Uski awaj mere dil ko chu gayi. Pehli nazar me hi me use dil de chuka tha. roj me nayi trict ajmakar sweta ko impress karne ki koshish karta but new rising worrior kishor woh trict dohorata tha aur sabko karke dikhata tha. Aur sweta bhi mere bajai kishor pe impress hoti thi. Aise roj chalta tha.

Kishor ka us waqt me best friend tha. Lekin sweta ke ane ke baad kishor mujhe ek dusmaan ke saman lagne laga tha. Lekin kishor mujhe apna sabse achha dost manta tha. Dhire dhire kishor aur sweta ki najdikiya badhne lagi. Woh har pal saath rehne lage. Me kishor pe jalne laga. Ek din sweta ko kishor ek trict sikha raha tha. Mujhe gussa aya aur maine jakar use ek jar se thappad mara aur kaha ki tumhare team ka me teacher hu. Tum ek …

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What failed love does.

Excerpt: I still have all of the cute selfies she sent me, and all the happy pictures we took together, wondering to myself how someone can be so happy to be with you, and want nothing but you one second.

Everyone struggles with something. Everyone. For me, that struggle was love. I was always the class clown, the guy who didn’t care about much. I was the laid back nice kid who always had to make people laugh. I fell into this role perfectly, so I played it. I loved people. The fact in this world there are billions of people, and every single one is different fascinated me, and still does. I was never nervous around anyone, in fact I flourished in situations where I had to meet and talk with different people. I was considered a “ladies man.” Never nervous to be the one guy at the school dance to go ask a girl to dance with me. I never was afraid to tell a girl she’s beautiful. I was never scared to ask a girl on a date. What I was afraid of was feelings.

I broke up with girls or stopped talking to them because they wanted to move forward and start doing things, whether it be sexual or more “official” type dates. The summer of my junior year in high school I lost my virginity in a car, with a special girl. It was the epitome of the “How I lost my virginity” stereotype. It was perfect. However, we ended up breaking up a week later, and it really hit hard. So I did what I did best, I flirted with as many girls as I could to get my mind off of the whole situation. I went on tons of chipotle and movie dates. Never letting anything go farther than that. Then I met her, and everything changed.

Seeing her that night at bdubs (buffalo wild wings), I knew I had to try. Her laugh, her hair, her skin, her body, everything about her was perfect. Absolutely perfect. So I did what I usually did, and somehow it worked. Except this time I couldn’t call it quits after the movie date. I told myself to, but I couldn’t get enough. There wasn’t a moment during the day when she wasn’t on my mind. She became my girlfriend and everything was perfect.

Pinterest became my

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Confusion

Excerpt: We started hanging out together daily. We went on dates and one day he proposed me in a very special and beautiful way.

It is the time when everyone passed his or her 12th standard. It is a turning point for everybody in career as well as love. Many relationships get apart because of the thought of the distance and some just casually break up but here, I am in love with somebody.

We started our relationship so causally on the note that we will never going to get serious about each other but that time who knows what will happen in future.

Our relationship started in 11th’s summer break. Summer breaks is the time when you don’t have things to do. It’s just time to rest, enjoy and family trips. I was having rest because my family did not go to any trip and there are some more people who are resting because there family also does not went anywhere. So we start meeting each other daily. There is this guy from whom I was getting attention. Also I just had break up a month ago and the guy also had break up some months ago. So we started bonding. The bonding was really good.

We started hanging out together daily. We went on dates and one day he proposed me in a very special and beautiful way. We were sitting in front of Jal Mahal and it’s 5AM and it was rainy season so the view, the air, the moment and everything were mesmerizing. He proposed ,I said yes. There were lots and lots of moments, which we spent together. We started sharing the top secret of our lives to each other and we realized that our life is really complicated. We decided that we would only make each other happy because there are many more things, which easily can upset us.

Biggest problem of Indian relationships is we ends it by saying there is no future of our relationship as our family will not going to accept us. It’s good to thought about future but seriously why, at least first see if your relationship will go to that extent or not. Yeah so, we passed our 12th and I don’t know fortunately or unfortunately but our course and college will be same but I asked him what happened, he replied “I am confused, Now as we …

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My dream story – Deepak Kumar Sinha

Hi friends! Mera name Deepak Kumar sinha hai. Meri kahani aapko thoda vichitra v large but likhne ka dil kiya so likh diya. Ye koi love story to nahi hai but aasha karta hun aap ise samjhoge.

Love is life. But mujhe ek badi pareshaani hai. Wo ye hai…. Mai to aaj tak isi sach ki talash kar raha hun. You won’t believe me. Mujhe ek dream lagbhag jab mai 22 saal ka tha tabse aa raha hai. Dream me ek ladki train me mere saamne baithi hai, mujhse baat v kar rahi hai aur mai bahut khush hun. Ek station pe train rukti hai aur wo mujhe kuchh lane ko bolti hai, Par kya mujhe yaad nahi. Mai wo saaman lene train set utar jaata hun.

Mai jabtak wapas aata hun, train khul jaati hai aur speed pakad leti hai. Mai chilate hue train ke pichhe daud padta hun aur ladki khidki se jhakne hi waali hoti hai ki meri neend khul jaati. Mujhe uss ladki ki face hi clear nahi yaad hai. 22 saal ki umar se lagbhag har roz hi ye dream mai dekhte aa raha hun. But mujhse samajh hi nahi aa raha ye regular dream kyun aata hai, iska kya matlab hai. Maine apne friends se v share kiya but kuchh log mazak udate hain aur kuchh log meri tarah niruttar. Agar aaplog meri story padh paa rahe ho aur kinhi ko iss dream ke aane ka idea ho to plz mujhe jarror batayen ya iss se sambandhit koi vichar ho to awasya den.…

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Bus tumse yahi kehna tha – Subham Kumar

आज एक दिल की बात बोलूं…?

मैं चाहता हूँ….

कई महीनो बाद,

तुम एक रोज़ मुझे Call करो,

और वो Call, Receive ही न की जाये…

फिर तुम एक और कोशिश करो,

Call करने की,

और फिर Receive न हो…

फिर एक अरसे बाद,

तुम्हे थोड़ी फ़िक्र हो,

तुम Message करो मुझे…

वो Messages

जिसका कोई भी जवाब

अब कभी नहीं आएगा…

फिर तुम सच में

थोडे और परेशान हो जाओ…

तुम सोचो मेरे बारे में,

मेरी हर बात,

मेरी आवाज़,मेरा चेहरा…

तुम्हारे लिए मेरी फ़िक्र..

मेरे साथ बिताया हर एक लम्हा..

फिर तुम मुझे एक और Call करो,

और फिर कोई Response न मिले,

तुम फिर मुझे Message करो,

जिसका कोई जवाब न मिले..

तुम अचानक बहुत बेचैन हो जाओ,

तुम्हें सब कुछ याद आता रहे,

तुम लगातार मेरे बारे में सोचो…

तुम्हे सब कुछ याद आये..

सब कुछ…

और एक दिन जब तुम्हें नींद न आये..

बस मेरी याद आये…

तुम मुझे Social Media पर ढूँढो..

फिर Message करो..

फिर Call करो..

फिर कोई जवाब न मिले..

तब तुम Phone Gallery खोलकर..

मेरी तस्वीरें देखो…

तुम्हे गुस्सा आये,

चीढ हो, तुम्हे रोना आये..

तुम्हें एहसास हो

कि मैं किस हाल में रह रहा हूँ..?

परेशान होना क्या होता है..?

टूट जाना क्या होता है…?

फिर कुछ अच्छा ही नहीं लगेगा..

तब तुम हर जगह मुझे ही ढूँढो,

बस एक आखिरी बार मुझे देखना चाहो,

मुझे सुनना चाहो..

मेरे सीने से लगना चाहो,

मुझसे लिपटकर रोना चाहो..

तुम पागल हो जाओ

उस प्यार के लिए,

जो सिर्फ और सिर्फ

मुझसे मिल सकता था..

और उस हाल में,

तुम्हे सुनने वाला

तुम्हारे माथे को चूमने वाला,

तुम्हे सीने से लगाने वाला…

“मैं”…

कहीं दूर..

किसी शहर में…

अपने कमरे में…

आधी रात को,,

वो हर एक Message पढ़कर,

तुम्हे याद करूँ…

फिर वो Message, Delete कर दूँ..

उसका कभी कोई जवाब नहीं आएगा..

तुम महसूस करो दिल का टूटना,

अकेलेपन में रोना..

किसी से कुछ न कह पाने की बेबसी..

सारे काम ज़बरदस्ती लगने लगे,

बस हर वक़्त किसी नशे की ज़रूरत लगे,

नींद की गोलियां भी

किसी काम की न रह जाएं..

हर वक़्त..

सोते जागते,मुझे याद करो..

बस मैं ही हर वक़्त

तुम्हारे दिमाग में रहूँ…

उस वक़्त…

जब ये सब हो..

शायद तुम्हे समझ आये..

कि तुम कितने गलत थे…

तुमने क्या किया..?

और तुम्हे क्या मिला था..?

और तुमने क्या खो दिया…?

तब तुम्हें समझ आएगा…

मैं किस हाल में था…

मैं ये सब चाहता हूँ..…

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Mera jana huwa…..for my Barbie doll

Takdeer thi Meri esi ki Mera jana huwa
Bhalai thi dono ki esi ki
Mera jana huwa
Ab samjau to Kese samjau ki dur u hi Nhi hote log Bas
Mera jana huwa
Ab me to nikal aaya dur leke Teri yaad or
Mithi mithi vo Teri baat ki Mese dur mat jana
Lakin dekho fir Bhi
Mera jana huwa
Yaaaaaaar Bas samja Lo Khud Ko Kese Bhi
Ro Mat Bas chahe Jese Bhi
Kyoki…
Aaunga pass tmhare me Vese Bhi
Bas abhi maaf kro
Abhi Na roko or keh do ki
Aakhir Kyu
Tera jana huwa
…………
Nhi Tha koi javab tere is
Saval Ka
Jo Na jata me dur to Hota rishta apna Kamal Ka
Lakin
Fir Bhi Mera jana huwa
…
Esa Nhi h ki me tuje yaad Nhi krta
Milne Ke liy baat nahi krta
Agar hoti vajah Na Itni badi to shayad me
Khudko tujse u alag Nhi krta……..…

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I’m confused – Jannat

Hello guys, mera naam jannat hai. I’m frm a town. Bat us time ki h jb me 9th m pdhti thi mere sath coaching me bahut sare students the unme ek ajay naam ka bnda tha,me kisi ladke s baat n krti thi mujhe pasand n tha.meri best frnd thi vo us s bat krti thi.wqt niklta gya hmne 11th m dusre clg m admission liya vo ladka usi m pdhta tha,to daily clg aur coaching m milta tha bt me kbi dhyan n deti thi us p.phr 12th k exam chl rhe the tb meri best frnd k threw hmari bat huyi.nrmly hm logo n bat ki phr kuc prblm ho gyi thi jiski wjh s hme no. Lena pda ek dusre ka..hm bahut km bat krte the.exams k bd me apni nani k yha chli gyi b.com krne cell phone ma ka tha to ghr p hi chhod diya.wha jane k bad ajay s koi contact n rha phr summer vacations ayi me apne ghr ayi.

Ek din me aur ma bethkr bat kr rhe the achanak s ma k phne ki ring bji,mene rcve kiya hello bola to phne p ajay the.ma k pas hone ki wjah s mene wrong no. Keh k cut kr diya. Phr ma k jane k bd mene usi no. P cl krke pucha k tumne cl kyu ki?to kehte h aise hi,phr mene kaha ab mt krna me nani k yha jakr s.t.d s bat kr lungi. Vacations khtm hone k bd me nani k ghr gyi phr agle hi ajay s s.t.d s bat ki,phr ajay n kaha ab kb krogi mene kaha pta ni,phr m aksar s.t.d s ajay ko cl kr leti thi,kuc din bad mujhe cell b mil gaya to mene ajay ko apna no. De diya vo bahut khush huye.phr hm log bat krne lage dheere dheere hm log bahut bat krne lage ajay sare din office m msg s bat krte agr time milta jb boss n hota to cl b,phr rat ko phne p bat krte. Aise hi 2 sal guzar gaye ajay mera bahut dhyan rkhte the aur me b,hm log bahut ache frnds ban gaye.decembr ki bat h.

Ek din meri frnd ka cl aya tb me us s bat kr rhi thi ek ldka tha jo sath pdha tha uske bare m kuc bta ri thi ajay tb confrence me the …

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Meli Barbiee Doll – Youe Teddy

For my doll
Vo kehte h Na ki Kon kisko Kitna pyar krta hai
Bas janna jaruri Yhi Hota hai
Ki visvaas Ese me hadd se jadha Hota hai
Kuch esi hi h Meri pyari doll
Jiske paas nhi koi pyare boll
Bas pyar Krti h hadd se jadha
Lakin dimag hai uska abhi aadha

Or nhi to kya
Kehti h pyar Krti to hai
Lakin jtana nhi aata
Par darr Bhi h uske Bina rha nhi jata

Jese me us samundar Ka paani Hu
Jiski Ek Ek bhoond Bhi Kisi Ke naam likhi ja chuki Ho
Bas Ese hi hamara pyar Ho
Ruthe vo to gussa me Ho jaau or
Manana uska Ho
Koi saat de ya Na de par hamara pyar hi ek Sahara Ho
Or
Tu Muje duniya me sabse pyara Ho
…
Pyar karke Bhi adhura sa lge
Jese barso purana koi pyar h saje
Milne Ka man Hota h usko Bhi
Lakin darti h Apne family se khi
Choti h pyari h fir Bhi mujpar  bhari hai
Jo koi keh de ki Kisi or Ka Hu to koi nhi
Bas gussa nhi dikhati baat toda kam Krti
Hai

Lakin mujse pyar bhot Karti hai
Bas hai Itni c khwaish ki Milna milana jab hoga
to din Raat Bas tera khyal hoga
saat Teri yaade hogi sang Apne Milne ki ajadi hogi

Toda Tum Kuch kehna toda Mera Tum Kuch Sunna
Haatho me haath leke Bas Tum hmesa Ese hi Meri rehna
Itna hi hai Muje ab kehna
Meri Barbiee doll sun Lo
Muje Bas Tumhara ban Ke hi hai rehnaaaa..
Love u bhot Sara………

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Wo hamesha ke liye ja raha tha aur mai dekhati rahi – Riya

Hiii mera naam riya hai. mai apko meri dukh bhari story bata rahi hu.mai mere bua ke ghar ulhasnagar mai chutti ke din rehne gayi, tab mere bua ke ladke ka ek friend jo uski ghar aata jata tha uska naam vinod suryawanshi. wo ghar me jab bhi aata tha to sabko bohat hasata tha uski ye aadat muze jyada achi lagati thi, uske naam mai hi uska swabhaw dikhata tha. wo bohat hi mehanati tha uske ghar mai uski ma aur choti behan thi papa nahi the.wo uske life mai bohat dukhi tha fir bhi jabhi dekho hasta hi rehta tha. aur sabko hasata tha. hamari roj bate hoti thi.

Ek din usne muze prpose kiya shadi ke liye. maine tab usko kuch reply nahi diya kaha ki soch ke bataungi. uske 7 din bat maine usko ha mai jawab diya wo bohat khush tha, wo meri bohat care karta tha. usne muze ha bolne ke 2 din bad hi uske ghar le gaya aur unke ghar mai bhi mai pasand aayi thi.fir mai kuch din ke bad apne ghar pune mai wapas aa gayi aur phir hamari roj phone pe bat hoti rahi. usko shadi ke liye bohat hi jaldi thi isliye unhone mere ghar uske mummy ko shadi proposer lekar bhej diya.mere ghar walo ko bhi ye rishta manjur ho gaya jald hi hamari sagai hone wali thi to us bich mere ghar wale unka ghar dekhane ke liye chale gaye. aur us din landne ki bat par meri mummy ka aur unke mumy ka zagda ho gaya. waise to meri mumy aur unki mumy same swabhaw ki thi bohat hi gusse wali thi ye dono. us zagde mai meri mumy ne unko bohat bura bhala keh diya aur hamara rishta tod diya.

Hamare sab sapne chur ho gaye fir bhi ham nahi hare hum bohat koshish karne lage in dono mai compromise hone ke liye par ye nahi hua.ek din wo muze milane ke liye puna aane wale the mene class ke naam par ghar se nikal gayi aur unke sath subah se 10 bajese sham ko 5 baje tak ek garden mai bathi rahi usi time hame ek rishte daro ne dekh liya aur unhone mere mumy ko phone kar ke bol diya ke mai unnke sath hu. phir meri mumy ne muze call kiya aur gusse se pucha tum kaha ho? maine kaha mai …

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It’s My First Love

Hi Frnds me preetam sharma me delhi me rehta hu me abi 20 saal ka hu mne apni zindgi me bahut sari girl frnd banai pr me dil se kbi kisi se pyar ni kiya me hamesa sochta tha ki pyar byar kuch ni hota sab abna target bnate hai pr me ek tution center me computer sikne ke liye jata tha wha ek seetu nam ki ladki bhi computer class ke liye ati thi use jab mene peheli baar dhka tho wo muje buhut pasand ayi mera man me use dosti krne ka socha pr wo kisi se bolti ni thi hum dono sath me hi padte the pr wo mere se bolti ni thi.

Ek dil mene tution chod diya tution chod ke bad wo lagbag 10 din bad wo muje mili tho wo mre se kud akar boli ki apne tution kyu chod diya mene kha ki mere pass time ni tha wo boli ki apki tution chod dine ke bad mene bhi tution chod diya mene pucha kyu tho wo boli ki jab aap ate thi jab accha lagta tha phir jab apne chod diya tho mene bhi chod diya usne mre se pucha ki aap kha ja rhe ho mene kha ki me thodi door ja rha hu usne kha ki me bhi chalu mujhe laga iske man me mre liye kuch hai mene kha chalo.

Jab mene use puccha seetu tumare man me mre liye kuch hai tho wo chup go gye me smj gya mene uska hath pakad liya usne kuch ni kaha mene seetu se pucha seetu tum mujhe buhut pasand ho wo boli ki jab se tumne tution chod diya me din raat tumse milne ke liye sochti rhti thi or phir hum kafi baar mile or aaj me seetu se itna pyar krta hu ki bata ni skta me din raat ye sochata rheta hu ki kisi me use shaddi kese kru kyu ki wo meri cast ki ni hai or meri famliy iske liye khabi bhi raji ni ho skte agar mne use shaddi ni ki tho me zindgi me shaddi khi ni kruga ……… me use dil se chata hu or wo bhi muj pyar krti hai me use zindgi me kbi nhi bool skta wo mre pehla pyar hai……….…