My Love is Gone Part I- Arya

Hi……. friends am prem…… M 21 years old m a very poor guy..but i am very honest lovable decent guy.. who lives in delhi…. i am doing b.com 2nd year n pursuing C.A…. n meri parents nahi hai bachpan se…. ye to thi meri baat… now i will tell you….. my true n broken heart love story like a hell…… please puri padhna.. plsss… n ye jhut nahi h friends….. listen……

Date 14 march 2012 mere ko ek unknown no. se msg aaya hiii… mene bhi bina soche samjhe reply kar diya hello… badh mein jab baat hui to pta chala wo ek gal ka contact tha jab mene unse naam pucha mujhe to laga mera koi friend hai jo mere ko new no, se pagal bna raha hai,,, lekin wahin to meri jindagi ki suruwat hui… 2 din tak humne bina soye dono ne ek dusre se msg or call k through baatein ki next day unhone mujhe purpose kiya lekin sach kahun to jab mene unki pehli baar awaz suni thi mujhe to tabhi unse pyar ho gaya tha lekin unhone kaha tha oehle hi din hum sirf friends rahenge aur kuch nahi mene bhi promise kar diya ok.. lekin unke purpose k baadh ek msg aur aaya ki aap mere se pyar karte hai ya nahi haan ya naa mein jawab do mene pehle kaha aap mujhe kabhi chor k to nahi jaoge na mujhe kabhi dhoka to nahi doge na… unhone kaha agar haan hai to btao jaldi se mene bhi keh diya haan.. phir after 2 days unhone mujhe milne bulaya.. hum uss din frst time mile laxmi nagar metro station… par wo noida me rehti thi…

Mene unhe jab dekha.. to bhut khush hua. wo kisi k liye sundar ho ya na ho par mere liye uss time wo meri angel thi… uske baadh humari hamari 4 din tak baat nahi hui… jab 5 din unka phone aaya sham ko mene pic kiya ur unka hello bolna meri aankhion ko rula diya srf unki itni si awaz sunte hi humari uss waqt srf 10 min baat hui wo isliye kyuki wo mere se kehti thi ki ghr mein mein baat nahi kar sakti hu.. jaise hi time milega me baat karungi… mene bhi haan kar di.. phr 24 march hamari baat hui again unhone raat mein 2 baje call ki mein uss time unki yaad mein gaane sun rha tha.. mene pic ki call phone uthate hi wo rone lagi mene pucha kyu ro rahi ho to unhone kaha ki mere parents meri shadi ki baat tey kar di hai… mene unhe chup karaya kissi tarah…

phr agli subah me utha kya nind hi nahi aayi aur subah uthte hi meri bua ne mere ko brkfst diya lekin jaise hi mein face wash karne laga waise hi bina kuch kare mere aansu,,, aa gaye kyuki mujhe unki raat ki shaadi ki baat dil mein ghar kar gayi thi… uss din me job pe gaya wahan bhi rota raha saara din lekin mera koi friend nahi hai na isliye kisine mujhe chup nahi karaya mein rona bhi nahi chata tha lekinn phir bhi aansu aaye jaa rhe the… phr mene unka pho, milaya to pho, swtch off tha kaffi baar try kiya lekin nahi swtch off hi aaya.. phr raat mein unki call aayi 1 baje ki mein phr unke samne roya ki me aapke bina nahi ji paunga agar aap mujhse door ho gaye to meri jindagi narak ho jaegi… 29 march hum phr mile hamari 2 mulakat… unhone kaha hum bhaag jaenge mene bhi kaha thk hai mein room arrange kar lunga… unhone kaha ki hamare ghar mein ye ye chij honi chaiye lekin mujhe unki khusi chaiye thi unhone jo bhi laane ko kaha… mene unhe uss ghar mein sab lakar diya 3 april sham 7:30 baje unki call aayi mein ghar se bhag aayi hu.. batao kahan aana hai mene kaha mene kaha saket aa jao mein aapko wahan mil jaunga uss din me bhi ghar nahi gaya… phr wo aaye.. auto se utre aur utrte hi unhone mere ko apne gale se laga liya on the road sabke samne… n i feel like heaven… phr auto wale ko kiraya diya.. aur hum wahan se gurgaon chale aaye kyuki mene sabse door uske aur apne ghar se door liya tha… hum wahan rahe…. kuch din baadh after 15 days… mene unse kaha ki agar police case hua to kya aap mera saath doge na unhone haan yarr mein aap hi kaa saath dungi phr n wo event organiser thi.. matlb jaise kahin event hota hai na to ushe organise karne bahar jaana like as punjab goa mumbai…

to ek din unhone mujhse kaha ki mujhe punjab jaana hai.. event hai mene kaha mein aapke bina yahan iss room mein akela kaise rahunga lekin samjhaya unhone mujhe phir mein maan gya lekin mera dil nahi maan raha tha.. phr bhi mene unhe haan kaha.. mein unhe gurgaon bus stand tak chorne jaa rha tha ki wahan se anand vihar aur phr wahan se punjab chale jaana.. lekin pta nahi jaise hi hum auto se utre unhone kaha ki mujhe nahi jaana mene kaha ab kya ua unhone gusse mein kaha ki nahi jaana to nahi jaan phir wo mere saath ghar par chali wapis ghar jakar unhone bag rakha aur mere ko bitha kar apna sir meri godh mein rakha aur kha ki mein aapko ek baat btana chati hu,,, mene kaha kaho babu… phir uss din mujhe pta chala ki meri jindagi kya heaven hai ya hell tabhi mein sochu ki abhi tak police case kyu nahi hua….. unhone kaha ki… mein pehle hi kisi aur k saath love marriage kar chuku hu.. mein 9 mahine unhi k saath thi lekin wo mujhe marne laga kuch mahino baadh bhut marta tha.. baat baat par marta tha…. aur roj ladayi karta tha bina baat pe marta tha… uss din mujhe unki jindagi ki sari sachai pta chali.. unhone kaha ki isiliye mein aapse itne din baat nahi kar pati thi.. wo ye sab keh kar rone lagi aur mein bhi ro pada kyuki unka ye dukh mujhse saha nahi gaya aur mene unhe gale laga liya……

To be continued……..

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