meri galti

Ek nyi ladki colony mein rhne aati hai . shayad phli baar hi jab dekha tha usse laga ki bas abhi jaau aur baat karu par himmat nhi hui .
Fir jab voh frnd request bheji voh request accept hone ki Khushi darte huye mera usse voh phla msg karna . aur jab usse msg ka rply aya maano ki I am flying high .
Baatein hoti rahi 1 mahina yuhi beet gya shyd umar hum logo ki voh ladkpan wali hota hai shyd usme aisa ki jisse aap itta baat krte ho time spend krna chahte ho lgta hai bas yhi hai voh jiske saath agey bhot kuch dekhna hai .
Usse izhar krta hu ki shyd usse pyar karta hu uska voh bahana ki abhi time shi nahi hai to shyd m hi glt hu zyada sochne lga hu .
Par uska yeh bahana tha shyad ab usse bas mujhse agey jana tha m koshish krta jitta ho ske usse milta rha .
Ek din dekha social media par har jgh se block kar dia hai dil manna nhi chah rha tha to lga shyd bas koi network error hai . call kia par jawab shyd block hi tha .
Rona aya bhi uss din bhot tha par ladka hu aise jta nhi skta ladka hu shyd isliye dil tuta hai yeh kisiko bta bhi nahi skta.
Koi  dikha nahi ass pass jisse bta sku. Bura jab lgna shuru hua jab karibi logo aur dosto m mzzak bnne lga . abhi tak sirf movies mein dekh kar hasta tha dil tut ta dekh kisika par ab smjh mein ane lga voh feel smjhne lga.
1 saal lga ki usse dimag se nikaal pau par samna ho jata hai itti baar mushkil to hona hi tha uski tasvir hta paau .
Uski upcoming bday par pyar se ek tohfa bhijwaya ek thank you k saayh again blocked ka msg bhi aya .
Fir apni galti jab sochne betha ki mne ky galat kia aisa smjh aya ki pyaar hi glti thi meri shyd voh na hua hota to m iss haal mein naa hota.

1 saal beeta aaj m fir khush hu ek ladki jisse phle se janta hu aaj yuhi insta par milli baat hui to purani baato ka zikr hone lga baatein aur bdhne lgi ab waqt kam hone lga .
Uss ladki ka baar baar ph. …

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